Pure and simple every time

This day. A year before. I almost wanted to die. I remember every single minute of it.. My post. Read it if you want, it doesn't give the day justice anyway..

A year has passed and I found myself on a couch explaining this to a random person for a random reason. Not everything, no..

I have made some progress, I guess.

365 days have passed. It wasn't a very good year for me. No, I could definitely do better than this. Definitely. In every aspect. BUT I don't regret this year, I was taught many things about me, my limits, my feelings..

Although right now I can't NOT think that if this day was erased, if it never happened, I would be a different person. Definitely. Stronger? I don't think so. Skinnier? I can't say. Healthier? possibly. Happier? maybe.

But it doesn't matter. None of this matters. You can't know what will happen in the future. That's life, but you know what?If I could turn to that day I would have closed my fucking mouth and

NOT SAY ONE WORD.

Definitely.

(I still can't answer the question though..)