Monday, 30 May 2011

Anklets and skulls.

Presentation rocked. I think. I'm satisfied. I was shaking though at the beginning.. When the professor asked my name, my voice almost cracked, lol.. yeah, pathetic but who cares.

Of course my day couldn't be happy because of that.. I went to the doctor's and guess WHAAAAT! new medication, new treatment, 14 days this time.. thank you very much!
I got so frustrated. She was like "this syrup is very strong, take it strictly after lunch (after what?) and no sex, no alcohol, ah so convenient you don't have a boyfriend".
Well, how sweet of you, doctor! (she's nice but that wasn't!)
It took me two hours not to cry in front of my friends who had no idea, and two phone calls from my sister trying to convince me it's nothing, so I shouldn't panic. Yes, it's nothing, indeed, but I don't want to have such problems that won't go away with regular medications, okay?
......
For now iced tea, cherries, a couple of cigarettes (oh, please don't even tell me it's wrong) and tv.
That's that.

so, yeah, what is left to do? study my eyes out, work my ass off and get skinny.
nothing else. i'll take it.

4 comments:

  1. Well done on the presentation!

    Your doctor sounds like a doll! Pray people think a second more before vocalizing; sad they don't realise a throwaway comment can bring the world down around someone in a second.

    Be strong, love x

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  2. What is the medication for?

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  3. At least your doctor is clear and upfront if not it could be potentially even worse! I don;t know whats wrong but I hope you get better soon hun! Stay strong and finish the school year right so you can focus on yourself this summer!
    xoxo

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  4. Yeaaah, I'm curious too, what's it for? :P
    Nooooo, stop the cigarettes - we want you around for a long time! :)
    Sorry, I'm on default, couldn't help myself.
    Good luck with the studying!! :D

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