And ooh la

Kinda blah.

Weekends are not for me, clearly. Because of this bank holiday, my yoga instructor cancelled the two classes we had so I spend my mornings on the elliptical machine and working out my abs and back. Well yoga helps me stay calm too, so I wasn't prepared for not having.

Who would know that these no-yoga days would be the days that

. I would have to do this -hard enough for the anemic AnnaM- diet

. my ex would appear from nowhere and I would refuse to talk to him

. I would binge in public with all my friends gossiping around

. meet this cute boy who I actually cannot admit I like. Why? Because I feel a total failure and of course he won't "notice" me

. I would realise I'm having some extra white stretch marks. Thanks a lot.

Trying to stay calm enough until tomorrow's yoga class I decided to let go of the diet for the weekend and downloaded a huge amount of yoga related songs.

Tomorrow I'm back on track, I don't know if that counts though. DAY 3. In the place of DAY5.

Who can help me get out of this misery?

I kept cleaning and cleaning my house today. I try to make it perfect. You have already seen how it looks like.I figured out that if I can't perfect my body, my relationships or my uni grades, I might at least perfect my house. So I on-line ordered a wall sticker for my bedroom. It's in form of an old street lamp, in black and I thought it would be perfect for my dark purple empty wall. When it arrives and I stick it I will post a picture!

At two and a half hours I have to be all ready cause E is picking me up. A friend of ours is playing DJ at the bar so I have to be all bubbly and nice. I know I won't. Maybe the cute boy will be there, too. Even worse.. I don't feel confident, I don't feel sexy. I just want to go to sleep.

I'm afraid though I'm missing out. I want to be able to not care and have fun instead.

Long rambling post. Oh, 57.5 this morning. That was.. kind of you, dear scale.

I know tomorrow you will be such a bitch! But okay, I know I deserve it cause I'm a bitch too.

But bitches can get crazy without yoga, you know!!

DAY 3 ?

Hmm how shall I put this? A mess..

Day 3 never happened for me. No. I went to the gym and almost fainted, so I was forced to eat -at least- chicken. Then I went out for coffee with the girls. Green tea for me thank you, I will make up for screwing it. Okay. But then we went to eat. A salad for me (stick to the vegies, AnnaM!). Okay salad only. And THEN we went for drinks. Can I go home now?

Noooo, actually you cannot. Come. Okay. Red wine for me, thank you. Okay. But three glasses and have some bread, some chips.. No no NO thank you I have to leave now. I left before they stuffed my mouth with more calories.

So yes, no DAY 3 for me.

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS.. anyway I guess I have to post my today's weight.

57.2

Loss. Great. But what about tomorrow? What about it??

Kinda drunk as you can see.... lots of thoughts, I screwed up but Sunday will be a success. I won't stop because of it. I shall continue.

I'm sorry.

DAY 2

Well I have to say I'm glad Day 1 is over.. The lack of fruit in my fridge left me starving by the end of the day and I couldn't sleep at all. I kept turning and turning around in my bed and kept going to the bathroom all night..

Anyway I guess it was all worth cause this morning my scale showed 57.5

YES! For real!

Of course I don't believe that's an actual number in one day but hell yeah it will keep me more motivated. Cause all night I had been thinking of food. Not good.

So today I had one large potato for breakfast (it was 9am !), then a huge bowl of boiled broccoli and then one bowl of long peas (?). About two cups of black coffee and numerous cups of green tea and caffeine-free cinnamon/apple tea.

My friend is coming over for a tea afternoon. I so badly hope that she doesn't bring any cookies, cause then I have to admit I'm on a diet and I don't know how strong I will remain..

I will stay strong though for day 3.

I will :)

DAY 1

Thank you SO much about all the support. Really. It helped a lot through the day.. I wasn't really ready for this diet, and today here it's a kind of a bank holiday so nothing is open, along with the grocery stores.

The only things in my fridge (and only because my mum had left them here) were some apples, 3 kiwis and a pineapple. Luckily. So today I had two apples (one red- one green), half of a kiwi and the pineapple. Wow it was hard trying to peel this thing off!

I also had three cups of black coffee, and 4 cups of green tea. I also took my pill even though I couldn't drink any orange juice with it.

So today my scale showed 59. Please do not comment on that, I'm ashamed of it by myself. I will post my weight daily and I hope it decreases by the day..

Tomorrow is vegies day, so I'm planning to go to the grocery store first thing in the morning, get the potato, lots of broccoli obviously and I can't think of something else.. I wonder if boiled corn is allowed. I guess it does, if somebody knows please comment.

It rains so fucking much right now. My windows are really old and I have some of the rain in my apartment lol. I try to ignore it though. I'm feeling little dizzy too. But other than that I am well. Didn't study cause I know the moment I will open the book I would want to eat.

Can't wait for vegetable day :)

Onions

One word: binge.

I am so not proud of myself. Food-wisely. At gym I am doing okay though, I have yoga class tonight and I cannot wait. But yesterday was awful. Chocolate and other things I'm not willing to tell. And this morning wasn't that good too.

I told my friend that calories make me mean. I am really trying to make my friends not to feed me. So I will tell them I'm on a diet. From tmrrw. Tell them I just need to tone up to feel in the mood for guys.We are all single (girls+boys) so when I admit I don't care much to change that I get lots of weird looks. Of course I'm not going to tell them which diet I am on.

I'm telling you though. I read about it at Almost.Skinny's blog and really liked it. So I am copying it to my blog, for you to see (short version):

No fruit juice, and only black coffee allowed.

DAY 1: All fruit except bananas. you may consume as many fruits as you want.

DAY 2: All vegetables. you are encouraged to eat until you are completely full. avoid oil and coconut while cooking the vegetables and have a large boiled potato for breakfast.

DAY3: Any mixture of fruits and vegetables of your choice, any amount. No bananas yet and no potatoes allowed today.

DAY4: Bananas and Milk!! However you may not have more than 8 bananas and no more than 3 glasses of milk. You can also have a bowl of vegetable soup for dinner.

DAY 5: Today is a feast day! You are allowed one cup of rice- you will also have to eat 6 tomatoes and 12 glasses of water to cleanse your body of the excess uric acid you will be producing.

DAY 6: All vegetables day and one cup of rice.

DAY 7: One cup of rice, fruit juice and vegetables. By tomorrow you should be 5-8 kilos lighter. If you need to repeat the programme have a 3 days resting period.

So I don't expect that much weight loss but I'm hoping for 2-3 kilos. Fingers crossed.

Cause girl, if you aim for these legs,

you need to STAY FOCUSED.

Cinnamon

It's no news I don't like Sundays.

And I'm glad that it's finally bed time.. today I ate a lot more than I had planned, got all frustrated about university, got depressed, felt so bloated and decided I needed a walk. My legs hurt from all the gym but I called E and made her come pick me up to take coffee from Starbucks and then walk by the sea. It's getting -fucking slowly but steadily- cold here and it's just lovely. I got a grande skinny latte with cinnamon (it reminds me so much of winters when I was at school) and we walked for 5 kilometres.

I needed that. Then I was at the phone with my sister who is really concerned about me cause I cancelled my trip to London. Yes, it's actually really odd for me. Anyway I think she knows I have some sort of secret. I cannot tell her. Maybe I have thought about telling her, but I sound crazy enough in my head, why make other people to believe it too?

That is why I have you :)

So I booked a plane ticket to go back home for xmas. I know it's too early but it was cheaper now. December 16th. A lot earlier than I have wanted to. And there's a date. You know what this calls for, right? A goal of course!

Before I get too pessimistic again, I am planning to make that day a 55, point something or not. I don't care. That is a little more than 3 kilos in a little less than 2 months. Fingers crossed.

This is why I am keeping that everyday work out plan. Until then. Then it's Christmas. First Christmas I'm not going abroad for holidays.

You know I always have that line, everyone will tell you this is so AnnaM, I say:

"Oh, shit, December's coming!! It's bikini season again!!"

-I live at Europe so that doesn't make sense to most people.

I hope you know what I mean. I know you do.

Goodnight *

A fact is a fact

Finally a promise I actually kept .. I went every day for this week to the gym.

Nothing much to inspire you girls, just gym and coffee and pills and MicroBiology. I also replaced any craving for candy with banana+ cinnamon (thank you Almost.Skinny for this great idea) and honey with sesame. Yes, ladies, no chocolate binges anymore.

Also yesterday at the concert I wore the green trousers. I didn't have anything else to wear and I thought it was dark enough not to get noticed for that tight tight trouser that made my legs suffocate. Well when E saw me she was like "oh, this looks so good on you, I love the color, where did you get it??". When I told her that I thought it looked a bit tight on me cause of these 2 kilos I had gained she looked at me and said

"if only you weren't that psycho and hard on yourself..what is the matter, really? since summer you don't care about boys and seriously now, you don't have that awesome bitchy look I always loved on you. the other night he was talking to you and you told me you liked him, it was up to you to take things to the next level and you completely turned him off. And he really tried. I saw it AnnaM, you did it on purpose!"

who can explain things to her for me please?

And if don't wanna move on?

Well who trades a trip to London to stay at home and study? Who would do that??

I did. Thank you very much..

Such a pity, but I know this is the best for me right now..the thing is that I need this week to study hard, and I hope I can make it without all the headaches and stuff.

I have been lots of times at London and I will go again. And you already know I'm planning to live there for a while too :)

*the green trousers are from Stradivarius, lately this is my source of clothing along with Zara and Oysho*

Anyway, this week I went to the gym every day as I promised. My legs are in pain, yesterday at my tae bo class I got so dizzy, but I don't give up! Tonight I have a power yoga class and I'll be there! I have to go and buy a fitness bra, because as I realised yesterday my old bra that was bought by my aunt when I was 12 (now I'm 20) can't "hold" things up anymore haha.

My scale still shows 58. I have accepted it for now, so that I don't freak out, and I'm trying slowly as the weather gets colder to be proud of myself for starving. But it gets so long to get cold in here!

Right now I'm posting with a cup of black coffee and a special K bar watching some stupid music channel. Right now it plays Gypsy by Shakira and before that Alors on Dance by Stromae. Ugh I hate Alors on Dance!

Oh I'm rambling again..

So tonight is a full-moon and we have a concert here so I hope it will be fun! Things will go so quickly cause I have half an hour between yoga and concert so I hope I can be ready and looking good by then, not that I care much, cause I know I won't meet anyone that interesting. Boo me.

I read lots of confessions today at your blogs I might as well tell mine: I'm still thinking about my ex and hoping to meet him at gym one day (that I don't look all sweaty and freaky please!).. oh I suck! maybe it's because I can't find any other one, but I know he isn't worth it, I just really want to meet him... oups!

We're all weirdos here, hun

Posting time is a happy hour lately :)

I have been restricting much and even though I haven't seen difference in my scale (well it's been only two days, what did you expect?) I have noticed I'm feeling a bit better!

Today I bought a pair of dark green trousers and they are so cool! I love them but they are tight on me right now, my goal is wearing them next Wednesday and go out. So I got to make me look good on them by then. I will. I have yoga in a couple of hours and I'm so excited cause I haven't been for so long!

I had to go to the supermarket today (I have been leaving this for tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow for several days now) but I really need some cleaning stuff and coffee so I promise to go TOMORROW! ..haha

Intake today:

a Special K bar and a 51 cal cappuccino

a venti starbucks fresh orange juice

a big plate of boiled brocolli

half of a grilled chicken fillet

my pill, of course..

Tuesday.

Yesterday at gym was a "disaster" in a good kind of way.. I was planning to go to yoga class, but I had some friends over last night so I had to go to the earlier one. No big deal I thought as the previous class is my favourite: tae bo.

Well as I went to the gym I saw some ladies taking out the steps so when I asked why I saw him. By him I'm referring to that instructor who does this step aerobic and it is so intense people actually have fainted. Obviously when you have to go to the gym for over a week things change! But he knows me so he wouldn't let me go.. I told him about my health thing, so he said "up to where you feel right, right I said AnnaM and I know you won't stop, but I'll keep an eye on you". So I stayed. I love him lol. I do, he reminded me why I lost all this body fat last year. Maybe I'll be a regular -who knows.

Anyway, my point of posting today isn't gym.

Is about what I have & what I want lately.

What I have:

• a new looking house
• new classes and new people at uni
• some new girl-friends
• some LOVELY new followers

What I want:

• new lower weight at my scale please!
• a new boyfriend
• some new clothes& undies are always welcome :p

..And a new alarm clock cause I had to be at classes now, obviously I'm not.

I'm so sorry, MicroBiology..

have a nice day girls*

Weekly post

Finally a new post!!

I don't know if you missed me, but I missed you so much!!! This week has been so exhausting, bad sleep, lots of classes and mum's food all over the house.. This week I had to eat at least three times a day, and that was tiring.

But the good things are: my house is ready and looks so nice and my blood tests were slightly better!! That means that I have to carry a good-looking box of pills around for the rest of my life and actually take the pills this time. To my parent's ears that means lots of food and orange juices and no gym and AnnaM will soon become a fat&happy person...

Oh I'm sorry that ain't gonna happen! wait, no, I'm not even sorry.

I tried to take some photos for you of the house..

hope you like it :) I tried to keep it minimal.

So tmrrw is the beginning of the "start" I was refereeing to at my previous post, and that means three things, the three S's:

1.starve, 2.step, 3.school

that's right I will become the gym freak we all knew. It's about time cause I cannot possibly forget the number I'm seeing at the scale lately. So I'll try to go every day this week at the gym. It's one tae bo class, two yoga and three (without the weekend) personal work-outs for loosing weight. EVERY DAY.EVERY DAY.

I promise.

*so because I am so behind in all of your blogs (sorry about that), how have you been? I will start keeping up from Monday but I hope you are all great and closer to your goals already :D

Truth or Dare

Ugh I am finally fine! After an awful Sunday full of period pains, trees, measurements and cold, I survived to write this post! We were up in a mountain (altitude about 1826m which isn't THAT high but it was cold enough) and I was literally suffering!!

Anyway after a 12-hour sleep I am awake feeling better drinking my 51cal cappuccino and getting ready for university. I am not that happy but I try not to show it. Cause I did what I had to do. And I have to take the results for it. 58. Yes, this morning my scale showed 58.. I mean maybe some of it is just water from period etc but of course non stop eating for the stupid pills is to be blamed. And I blame that.

Keep calm.. I know I am better now. My mother comes tonight for a whole 4-5 days. After that I would have some news for you. I promise pictures of my new bedroom, and the results of my blood tests. I hope they show improvement cause I would be soooo pissed!

So from today is a new start. (I hope you don't count how many "new starts" I have promised to you.. I know I can fail this lots of times and I'm sorry for that).

Starting from the huge number of 58 (last year this time I was 59..) I have to go down to 54. And I'm happy enough it gets colder by the day cause I can't eat when is cold. I don't want to post an eating& exercising plan right now, maybe after my blood tests..

So! I try to be optimistic here, and I have to be in a good mood for my mum cause she is already concerned about be not eating and being slightly depressed. I hope I can post sooner than saturday but can't promise.

A big thinspo cause I'll miss you all :)

and let me just add that I always like the style of the pictures I post in here. I love fashion and there are plenty of stylish skinny girls out there!

Can you still smile? that would be great.

I am just at the point that I start writing a post because I have so much during the day that I think hey I should remember to write this in my post, but then I realise who am I kidding? I can't ispire anyone today.. I can't even look at own mirror without thinking I failed myself.

Up&down&up&down.. you all know how this is. Luckily (?) enough my period has yet to come so I won't be at the mountain measuring plants looking for any decent wc but the.. trees. Of course this has cause me extra balloon feeling and some more nerves.

Today was Day 1. Alarm clock: 6.40. Meeting time: 7.30. First place was a seashore (cold enough), then high up in a hill (fucking freezing cold!) and the last one was a little shorter hill (hot hot hot it was noon by then). Returning time: 2pm.

Tomorrow is Day 2 (last one). Same clock, same meeting point. Much much more cold. And Heavy Rain. Much higher mountain. Shit. I have to dress up like an onion and then peel off each layer if it ever gets any hotter up there.

Oh I want a nice relaxing weekend instead!!

I feel dizzy, sleepy and unwilling for Day2. I wonder why.. haha. I had some silly food things up there today, cause people my age don't eat special K bars up there. No. They bring parmesan cookies, chocolate croissants, KitKats and the list never ends.. I had some of the parmesan cookies and my bar. Then at home I had some grilled cheese with tomato, olives and onions and an orange juice because I needed to take my pills. Friday I'm having my blood tests again. Mom comes on Tuesday to make that sure and to help me with the house. Only 15 days between the last and the new tests. That's a new score!

So.. can I please go to bed now?

I love you all. I really do

*that is why I have some model thinspo for you :)

Monitor& Me

Finally temperature has fallen under 20 Celsius degrees..

hot coffee, green tea, knitwear.. oh my!!

I know I haven't been much of a loyal follower, but I spend all my energy at uni, at my hair that never look good and in these three girls who are my new friends. So me and E are trying to be likeable enough for them! Anyway, tmrrw we have an Ecology class trip and the weather is shit! I hope it doesn't rain much..

Intake has been good so far.. not great cause I spend lots of time with the girls eating, drinking coffee and when they came to my house they brought three (yes, 3!) different types of cookies..

they have already mentioned that is weird I don't eat so many stuff, and that eating healthy like me is very good but kinda odd. Great. We're meeting for drinks at 10.30 tonight. Super. Right?

Oh also a guy who liked me last year when I was with Di came again into my life (mostly because they hang out at the bar too) and he's cuter now.. but I don't think anything will happen.

I want what I want and I will not settle for something else.

Boo me I'll stay single forever...

Take the night bus, don't walk.

Half hour before sleep time. Having nothing to do, I decided to post any news I have. There's not much, really..

Today's intake is around 600 I'm guessing. Good. Finally a number I can relate. I must keep it that way though. So two cups of plain coffee, a special K bar, a big plate of broccoli with little light cheese and three cups of green tea. Oh, and two diet cinnamon cookies. That did all the bad job but I was all day in the house..

Except I went to yoga class tonight. I went finally to the gym, changed my routine to: weight loss, so the next time I am going at noon to start it! So I have two classes of yoga, one tae bo aerobics and two weight loss routine.

Of course tonight I barely made it to the end of yoga. I run for 28mins on the treadmill before class and got there on foot instead of the bus. I was so exhausted and it was 1,5 hour instead of 1. I am not happy about that. But I will recover soon, I guess. I need my strength back, you know.

Tmrrw I have to go to uni alone. It sucks, cause I have these ex-friends issues and I don't want to sit alone during breaks. But I'm a big girl, I can do it, right?

Sure I can.. :)

Second post for the day. Go me. With some simple calculations..my intake for Tuesday is approximately the intake of a regular week for me. Wow, but true.

Show some strength, what's wrong with you? Do you wonder? Nothing's wrong but that's how badly I wanted chocolate today. So I gave in. Fuck. My period hasn't come yet and I'm panicking. A little.

Something really disgusting happened. Disgusting for me. E found it sweet. At the coffee house we went for all that chocolate nightmare there were three guys who really were looking at us. And the owner of the cafe knew them. So here he comes and tell us that the order is on him, cause we are regular there, and that's their policy. So we didn't pay but also we didn't get to meet the guys (uh well one was hot!).

Double faiL.

This is unbelievable. At once it hit me. Picturing myself as reverse thinspo was so stressful!!

I WILL NEVER LET THAT HAPPEN. EVER. EVER.

Putting my head all together, this won't happen again. The only thing allowed outside of the house is coffee, orange juice, salad and alcohol. And that is it. END>

-oh let me just add that I picked a few curtain patterns, and when I decide the two different ones (living room& bedroom) I'll post pictures. I'm thinking about going little crazy on the bedroom, there's one that looks like old black&white newspaper, it's really chic for ONE window :)

NOW GIVE ME SOME THINSPOOOOOO*

Bitch, please..

Just rushing lately. What for? To raise my sociality. Wow that's hard. After loosing a couple of last year's friends (why wasn't I surprised?) I'm trying to get to know more people. Succeeding so far.Of course these two girls have said things about me on their "new" ones. Boohoo, really?

Anyway, I'm doing good-not great. I'm feeling better and I'm going curtain shopping with E. Yeah, it's like I live in an aquarium over here. Everyone sees me. Not good.

So I met a friend at the supermarket. He's a third year student, I said hi.

He looked at my basket: a pack of broccoli, two 1%fat raspberry yoghurts, tampons(awkward moment there), non fat milk, special K bars and a shampoo.

I looked at his basket: milk, cereal, two packs of chips, a frozen pizza, a marmalade (orange,really??) and razors.

So of course he commented that my basket didn't look like a student's. And what does it look like?, I asked. Funny reply:

"well I don't know, maybe some anorexic's or something.. Broccoli? really AnnaM? What are you, 90 years old?"

Hmm okay, you know better. Except you don't.

I really have to make myself study and I will. Just not today..

And I feel dehydrated too..

Random

3 in the morning..

So okay, I don't get it. Night out, two places, lots and lots of drinks.

At one place three guys who like me, and I've turned down

-feeling shit just to stand there.

Second place, two new guys at my table, exactly my type, none of which seems to want to talk to me

-feeling shit just to stand there.

It happens. Shit happens. My period's coming and I feel weird,

I want to be wanted more than any other time..and I feel rejected without actually being.

Why?

I blame Coco. Do you?

My latest discovery of british music and I love it :)

..and this clip is pure thinspo for me..

what do you think?

The broccoli post.

In case you are wondering, this is an actual broccoli post. But let me just answer to Miana (maybe this is of your interest too) where do I get all the images from. So my favourite photo site is We Heart It. I visit it probably every day. There are all kinds of photos, and if you type skinny on the search bar you will be surprised! Of course the prettiest ones are always on my posts, so you can keep up from my blog too :)

Anyway, I have another issue to talk about today. Broccoli.

I am much of a vegetable lover, but me and broccoli have a lot other relationship. I love it, it loves me.. So as a matter of a new start this weekend, I chose that this would be my main source of nutrition. It's only 26cals per 100gram anyway.

Lunch time came soon before I got the chance to go to the supermarket (lol) so I didn't have lemon and salt, what I need to enjoy broccoli even more. I opened the bag but had a little time on the nutrition box before -I always do. Next to it there was a recipe. I thought that could be interesting, so I read it.

I was shocked. Like, a lot! How could anyone do this to my one and only love? (yes, being single for a long time, I transfer my affection to any other shiny object).

So this was more or less what the recipe was about: you take the lovely, non fattening broccoli and you add (idk how many servings that would be, but it sure scared me) 6 eggs, 1 litre milk, 2 big spoons of butter, a cup of macaroni cheese, salt&pepper. And that was for a pack of 750gr of broccoli.

So what in other words this recipe was telling me was

"here's a great idea, instead of 26 cals why don't you get 26 billion?"

thanks, I'll pass.. so I just filled a fruit plate with boiled broccoli, added some oil for taste (I miss you, lemon) and watched three episodes of The Hills.

Really WHO WILL MAKE THIS, broccoli's pack people??

well not the ones who actually want to have legs like these..

like me :)

No certain title.

Been thinking about this post all day. It's October now.. still hot here, but I am waiting impatiently for lower temperatures. So I managed to reach a whole new low this past month. Not the kind of "low" we all crave. I mean for my health. I was sick in all kinds of ways and didn't even realise it. Go me. Failed my tests, too. NICE, huh?

But as Almost.Skinny said, what's the point of being skinny if you're not healthy enough to enjoy it? So I ate this whole week, twice a day meat-orange juice-pill-tons of water. For a week. Didn't even go up the scale. Too afraid, I'm still too afraid and I feel healthier. But that was enough.

I FEEL BETTER_MUCH BETTER, THANK YOU

But the thing is my goal weight which is 3 kilos away, has stayed away for so long. So officially from tomorrow I'm back on track. Drinking my orange juices with my pills but less.. much less food. I always say December is my bikini season, so I got to look good!

This weekend is dedicated to Microbiology and me looking less like a balloon with all that food I had. I plan to spend more hours at university studying but I don't have the strength yet.

I'll wait..

here is some fashion thinspo

hope you all having a great time :)

you make my day, really

K is for loosers. Fact.

I need some music before starting this post. Something calming.. hmm don't think I'm crazy but I chose Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata". Sometimes just some piano is enough.

Well I'm all good. I just got back from drinks with E and two guys and it was fun. But I'm exhausted. Uh stupid pills I'm taking, don't you only need food and an orange juice right before, you also make me tired and give me stomach aches. Fine. I'll live with that. I want to get well.

The lab today was awesome! Really, I'm partner with a very nice guy and I get to be in the same labs with another guy that I like. But I really don't have the courage to think of these stuff. My mind is busy trying to pay attention to the lectures, trying to remember to take the pill and to eat something full of iron with little calories plus an orange juice..

I ate a lot during the day. Damn. Plus half of a glass of Merlot.

My lab coat gets dirty pretty quickly and we "played" with a bacterium today. For those who know, it was of course E. Coli

My parents called me three times today, to make sure I take my pills, to make sure I'm breathing (?). My sister is afraid I will faint in the bathroom. They worry too much.

I'm feeling fine (kind of).

Thank you so much for all the comments on my shopping post, my style is more or less what you saw, I keep it minimal with plain tops and a jacket or cardigan. I never leave the house without something long-sleeved. I feel safe with my arms covered, don't know why though. And I love big rings and long necklaces.

oh, Balmain, how I love you!! This is the style, for two years now Balmain and Dsquared leave me speechless on their catwalk. Military? yes. Minimal? yes. Chic? yes. Stylish? hell, yes!
-and because I am who I am, look the difference between the two model's legs.
Wow.