Second post for the day. Go me. With some simple calculations..my intake for Tuesday is approximately the intake of a regular week for me. Wow, but true.

Show some strength, what's wrong with you? Do you wonder? Nothing's wrong but that's how badly I wanted chocolate today. So I gave in. Fuck. My period hasn't come yet and I'm panicking. A little.

Something really disgusting happened. Disgusting for me. E found it sweet. At the coffee house we went for all that chocolate nightmare there were three guys who really were looking at us. And the owner of the cafe knew them. So here he comes and tell us that the order is on him, cause we are regular there, and that's their policy. So we didn't pay but also we didn't get to meet the guys (uh well one was hot!).

Double faiL.

This is unbelievable. At once it hit me. Picturing myself as reverse thinspo was so stressful!!

I WILL NEVER LET THAT HAPPEN. EVER. EVER.

Putting my head all together, this won't happen again. The only thing allowed outside of the house is coffee, orange juice, salad and alcohol. And that is it. END>

-oh let me just add that I picked a few curtain patterns, and when I decide the two different ones (living room& bedroom) I'll post pictures. I'm thinking about going little crazy on the bedroom, there's one that looks like old black&white newspaper, it's really chic for ONE window :)

NOW GIVE ME SOME THINSPOOOOOO*