So maybe I should mention once again that yesterday wasn't my birthday. Mine were back at June. Well, it was Di's birthday.. For the new one's, Di is my ex, a seriously bipolar person and that's why I cannot date him anymore, cause then there will be two of us. Complete Disaster.
Certain things happened yesterday because of that. I don't know what to feel anymore, what to think anymore, so I just let it be. I'll just sit back and watch, it's too emotional for me to find answers and try to think what he wants now.
Either things will go my way, or won't go at all. I know that for sure.
Yesterday at family dinner was eh, fine. I was so hungry cause I hadn't eaten the whole day so I ordered pasta with salmon. I love fresh salmon. I had one bite of salad and then half of my plate, it was actually quite big. I was so full.
And then the dessert came. I panicked a little but then realised that it had orange cream. If you want to kill me slowly then just leave me with plenty of food that include orange. I swear I won't even try.. I hate orange in food (maybe this is a link to my orange-color hating thing or visa versa). My aunt knows I don't like it so I was excused for not having any. THANK YOU :)
In other news, my fish today ate one bite of bread that my aunt gave me and the rest of it was trashed. I think he liked it but I couldn't dare to give him more. If he's hungry he'll eat HIS food, right?
*tmrrw if everything goes okay, I will go with E for shopping. I literally don't have anything to wear and my crazy head won't let me buy new things. I hope this time I'll buy sth new. I'll let you know!
For now, I'm just smiling and studying..smiling and studying..
Oooh, feeding fish bread? I might try it. Great post. <3
ReplyDeletegood work leaving half the plate - must have been tricky to have it just sitting there in front of you! and so lucky with dessert too! i hope you find something amazing to buy when shopping..you deserve it xx
ReplyDeleteFamily dinners can be a pain in the ass sometimes, but it sounds like your didn't go bad.
ReplyDeleteI've never known you can feed fish bread. Somehting to think about. By the way is your name Anna Maria?
My name is actually Anna Maria, my rea,l name and that's why I asked :)
ReplyDeleteWow. I HATE anything with orange (or fruit) in if its cooked! XD
ReplyDeleteGood thing my family likes fruit cake and yours seem to like orange cake haha
I hope you're fish gets better (or starts eating, either one) :)
OMG I have the same thing with clothes! or shopping, I cant stand buying anything atm XD
<3
Oh boy! How can you live without orange juice. o.o
ReplyDeleteAww hon great job on not completely binging during family dinners,
Good luck with your little fishy! X
mmm I love salmon :) and I love it when you aren't even tempted by the food because you acutally don't like it.
ReplyDeletekeep smiling
xxx