Actually lets roll back a little: I'm living on an island studying biology and blah blah blah, so here if you want to live at the center of the town, your house HAS to be old. Really. I don't even have an elevator and I live on the 3rd floor (i know, awesome legs, I can take that). The worst thing is bugs. I mean the little black ones, the kinda dirty ones, I don't know their english name and don't care to learn it. We kinda have the same problem as London has with rats, I can relate.
So I am a girl living alone, who has EVERYTHING possible to keep these fucks away. And yet this morning, as I was walking to my bathroom all dizzy to have a please-wake-me-up shower before the exam, I saw it!!! No need to say I panicked, right? I just sprayed it with a whole bottle of anti-pest thing, and then I couldn't breathe myself. That kept me a while away from bathroom, and of course if I was having second thoughts about siting the exam, by then I was sure.
I wouldn't.
Yesterday I slept with an empty stomach. Like completely. I love the feeling of sleeping with my face in the pillow, and my ribs touching the bed. Today after all this mess I finally had an orange juice, 162 cals. SO HERE IS WHERE I PROPABLY TELL YOU THAT I'M HAVING ORANGE JUICES. It's actually the one orange thing I can handle, cause it's basically what's keeping me alive. My anemia is growing every single day with me not taking the pills on a regular basis, I'm not eating steaks and other stuff that can add me some "blood" and the orange juice is the one that helps me live through ana without fainting.
Have a wonderful day, girls*
Oh, it will take a while until I can trust my bathroom floor again.
Haha ewww. They sound so gross. I HATE bugs!
ReplyDeleteAww hahaha lovely! Orange juice <3 yummmm!
ReplyDeleteI feel so sorry for you with the whole bug problem, if there would only be one little fly in my room.. My dad would possibly kill it before I'd notice it because I can cause a whole episode of drama because of a fly.
Sigh.
:( Good luck hon!
Love, X
I can't describe how afraid I am of bugs. i'd say phobic, even. lol i once saw a brown one in my campus room...i was hysterical.
ReplyDeleteUrtica Dioica is a really usefull plant for anemia treatment. u make a tea out of it(zero calories) and drink at least 3 cups a day. hope that helps! hang on there
Don't be afraid, they're not going to hurt you. Just take a deep breath and try to calm yourself down. You could try putting a cup over it and sliding paper underneath then taking them outside? Better karma and less poisoning yourself is always a good thing!
ReplyDeleteStay safe xxx