To sum up.

So I get the feeling I have become kinda monotonous. Sorry about that.. it's really really not intended. But I am really at this point in my life where I have to move forward. But not just yet. You see, last semester (second year of my university life) I went through some kind of depression, who a lot of you witnessed, due to a health issue I had. Okay.. and a mental one, as I was stupid enough not to take my pills for one whole year. So these past five months I had been doing NOTHING. I didn't want to go out, meet people, go to my classes or shopping. It was a really unhappy and miserable time I admit.

SO after Christmas holidays I promised myself and promised you that all this crap is over. Oh, but wait..wait, exams! So yet another month of misery right? Guess what, on Friday exams are over and I putting my life in order.

Of course I have set many goals for this year.. I enjoy being busy.

So count with me. University classes, previous classes I failed (sorry, mom), driving license (just 6 more lessons to go!), lifeguarding license (it was about time), yoga class twice a week (I missed them all) and of course gym. Okay, I may not have become a personal trainer, as I was dreaming, but I will stay as close as I can.

Oh, and New York holidays! :)

This tight-ass schedule has two purposes. First keeping me distracted from eating so I can finally manage the 54 by march. Second preventing myself from thinking. I cannot handle it anymore. I have to fill my days with activities so I don't go crazy.

How pathetic is that?

Intake: 672

Scale number: 58.1

Days to go: 74days, 05hours,15mins, 12sec

p.s thank you, Isabelle, for your lovely comment. I wish I could follow you back but I really don't know anything about BlogLovin(?) so I can't keep up with you :(

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