Monday, 17 January 2011

One down..

Okay I don't know how to start this post..
Oh what the hell I AM GOING TO NEW YORK!! oh, yes, I booked my ticket today and I am so freaking excited!! I mean I have been planning this trip for so long and finally booked my ticket for April 16th.

In other news (that wouldn't matter but oh, well) my test today was fine, I did good but not excellent. My next one is on Friday so I really have to focus. Because of my anxiety today for the test I forgot to weight myself, which was really weird when I realised it, cause I ALWAYS weight myself in the morning. The smoking thing is working. So to calm you down, when I feel really hungry I light one up, smell it and feel disgusted right away, so I put it off and spend the rest of the day with that on my lips, so I can smell it and lose my appetite. Two days now it's working pretty well, so I believe I will keep up on doing it.
The thing now is that OBVIOUSLY I want to look my best in New York. So if I accomplished that resolution so early, I might as well reach the fucking 54 kilos. It wasn't Rome, it's got to be New York right? I mean what the heck?

So yesterday my intake was 880 cals and today a little over 700. I think I am doing really good, although I have to be careful cause today I had a really bad headache again. And we really don't want to end back there... having headaches and taking more pills.

I am really excited and I'm probably rambling right now.. so have a nice day *
:D

and yes, New York at spring means
Victoria's Secret swimwear! what do you think of this one?

3 comments:

  1. AH!!! NEW YORK! I'm so excited for you! I'm overseas at the moment :)
    You're going to have so much fun :)
    Xx. Lillie

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  2. wow! new york huh?? how far are u from there?? im only 3 hours away. its amazing there. you will def enjoy it! good luck on the weight loss hun, keep it up

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  3. WEOW! I am so excited for you! That is absolutely wonderful!! You're gonna have the best time!
    <3

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