Black is back or never left?

I know I should be studying atm but..

IT'S MY BLOG'S BIRTHDAYYYYY*

Oh I don't even remember what I was thinking when I decided to create this blog. But it really made me happier, all you are GORGEOUS people and I really feel I belong here. You have supported me on my downs and partied with me on my ups, and with some of you I got really connected. I wish you could give me the chance to get to know you all!

So in today's news, well, there aren't many as I'm studying Molecular Biology for my upcoming exams. I need to study harder. But you know how your mind travels when you have to study, right? So I was thinking about the past few months, when I touched the bottom of my health, my confidence, my sociality. I hated myself, I mean HATED. Crying, staying at home, not shopping (weird for me, really), not studying, nothing!

My parents forced me to buy a dress for Christmas when we went to the lux Mall but I started crying and stopped talking to them. I knew that was a low. They knew there was something going wrong. But I couldn't speak to them, who could understand?

I forced myself to go out with some friends over holidays, had a few drinks, I went with the girls to a nail bar for full pampering, we had the family trip to Rome, I started feeling better.. Now I think I can feel okay for myself. Love myself? Huh, not yet.

But I so don't want to pass another day feeling like I did.

Anyway, I decided that black tops look good on me. I love how pale my skin looks with a black top and a black cardigan. In a week it's sales season here. Of course there are limited options on my island but I decided I should invest on a stylish leather jacket. What do you think?

*I decided to put celebrity thinspo for my anniversary post, just cause she (they?) used to be number one style-icons for me back then*

come on, you gotta love her,