So I'm officially under 57 and that's good! I woke up like 2 hours after my scheduled time -oups- and I really wanted sb to complain to. Yeah, I was and I'm still in a good mood, but I want to just get it all out..
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So I think I'm tired. Of everything that happens around me. Of stupid friendships that last as long as everything is nice and pretty, as long as the other one isn't better at sth. When you start to feel threatened, that's when you ruin everything. This year I tried to be a nicer person. And the result: I lost one of my best friends I had from school, I can't do a proper fast cause my social life gets in the way, and I'm still single. That last one has got so annoying lately, cause everybody wonders why all over again.
Has that ever happened to you?
When everyone thinks you have a secret boyfriend somewhere, and they don't even believe you're single??
It's frustrating at this age. Really. I'm turning 20 in about a month and I've never had a proper boyfriend. Why? Cause I'm too shy to do the first move and cause everyone assumes I have a boyfriend. I mean, come on, I'm always with my girl- friends!!
It started back at school, and now I have to deal with it all over again. Sucks.
Of course I enjoy being single but this morning I really wanted sth with my coffee, since I'm not allowed any cookies hahaha... :p
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