Tuesday, 16 August 2011

Read this too please.

I know I wanted to post pictures of my body to make them my "before", so I could inspire you and motivate myself. The thing that makes me a little sceptical is my blog to be listed as "pro-ana".
See I don't want to, I've seen what could happen if you voluntarily (in most cases) collect anorexia symptoms, and I have lost a year of my life suffering with no one to talk about this. Except you of course.
But you are not next to me when I was waking up crying, you were not with me when I had secret (hopefully) panic attacks at the coffee house with my friends because I was forced to have a whole-milk cappuccino.
But you were with me the next day with your lovely comments to my tragic posts and I will love you forever for doing that. You know who you are. You waited, post after post, for me to stand on my feet again, as I was rambling against everyone.
And now I am ready to move on, to do this in a healthy way, in a successful way and not to make the same mistakes. I am ready to post this "before" picture and motivate you to be the best you can be, because when we all have each other well, it's better.
For the ones that don't see this yet, believe me, you will.

So here you are, me this morning.
At 165cm and 58kgs, with my homemade iced americano in the starbucks glass and my summer tan.
First goal weight: 54, first after picture November 2011. Wait for it :)

notice please. this image will stay online until Thursday morning

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11 comments:

  1. a friend of ana16 August 2011 at 20:09

    yep i know how those hard times go and you're right we have everyone here to help us through it :-)
    i really want to get one of those cups... and iced americano! yummy!! hope you are super motivated!
    <3

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  2. MissPigg3rs16 August 2011 at 23:43

    Hey you look great! it is hard to be how we are, but we all have one another [:

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  3. Run17 August 2011 at 01:35

    I'd dislike to have my blog listed as pro ana too. There is just too many negative feelings towards 'pro-ana.'

    I think we are the same height. :) You weigh just a little less than me though. You look great :D xx

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  4. Mich17 August 2011 at 05:32

    Look at that flat tummy!! You look fabulous. <3

    Thanks for your comment. I appreciate the rambling. :)

    xoxo

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  5. ElaAhava17 August 2011 at 09:05

    you look really nice :) Were always here for you, girl! good luck, good luck, good luck! youre on a road to success :)

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  6. robyngabrielle17 August 2011 at 13:44

    You look awesome :D imagine how amazing you are going to be in your afters when you already have a hot bod!!

    Also, I love your Starbucks glass xx

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  7. Anonymous17 August 2011 at 17:14

    You're beautiful, I wish I could look like you. Good luck with the healthy way. :)

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  8. Neeska18 August 2011 at 06:12

    You look beautifully thin <3 I know it's hard not having an actual someone to talk to face to face about these issues. Sometimes I want to scream at my friends, but they'd never understand. That's why we are here, for each other. Stay lovely sweetie!

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  9. Anna18 August 2011 at 09:03

    oh I need to get where u are right now! you look amazing. Good luck with the new eating choices, ull do amazing either way. and remember we are all here for u!

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  10. Elliot MacLeod-Michael18 August 2011 at 10:35

    I don't think it's pro-ana to be somewhat obsessed with your image, as long as your not flat out starving yourself.
    +followed

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  11. ~Nessa~22 August 2011 at 16:26

    Oh... I missed them.. lol. Oh well :) I'm sure you look just darling :)

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