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A nice time to post is when your stomach is empty.

No black thoughts, no mean comments, no hating yourself or others, just pure desire to get there. When you feel empty and emotionless, and know that nothing and no one can hurt you because you are in power.

I went to a friend's house today. I stick on diet luckily as I had all the questions to answer, meeting her parents for the first time. Where are you from? What are you studying? Do you like living here? What do your parents do for a living? Do you have siblings? Where are you possibly going to find a job with all the crisis?

The list can go on but you got the point. So I kept moving my fork up and down the plate, having some salad and few bites of oven baked potatoes and kept smiling and answering, smiling and commenting. Perfect!

I feel quite dizzy trying to study a bit Neurology but I might as well post here, take a bath and go to bed. I had the strangest dream about N, a guy I met during holidays, and it was rather romantic. Really weird, I do not tend to be very romantic, at all.

I need an empty stomach. I need to feel in control over my body, over my exams, over anything and everything. I need a bath and some sleep.

Sweet dreams lovelies..