I realised how powerful I get when I have a pack of cigarettes near my desk. I don't have to eat, no. I will just light one of these and pretend to smoke. I don't smoke. I just use it during exams period so that I could prevent me from hating myself later.
I used to be able to drink half of a fifth of vodka. I would be drunk but not hungover. It didn't take long for my tolerance to get up to that point but then I went almost a year without drinking and I was drunk and puking after 4 drinks (2 shots, 2 mixed). And I was hungover for the first time ever. Sometimes I want to buy cigarettes for the distraction. I've never been much of a smoker because I am allergic to smoke, but it crosses my mind every once in a while to buy some. But right now, I can't afford them anyway.
ReplyDeleteWow. Great thinspo.
ReplyDeleteI almost always feel shittier after one drink than after having a few. Doesn't make any sense but neither does the rest of the stuff my body does lol.
ReplyDeleteI never actually get hungover :)
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