Get back up and do it again. And again.

When a job needs to be done, it might as well be done the right way. No excuses, lies, apologies, embarrassment. I started studying for the exams today. Wow, that's difficult. It is a must though.

Detox plan was abandoned first thing in the morning. Reason? No coffee allowed. What? No coffee no study my friend, so I started my diet right away. Four full months of dieting.

Me against myself this time. On exams, on my body.

Scale showed 58.6

(I'm counting in kilos, for the new ones)

the number was hard to watch. but I know now that summer is over I have a shot to eliminate this damage. I saw it happening, I can do it. I want skinny (repeat 3 times while touching your ribs).

http://olsensanonymous.blogspot.com/

is a very nice blog, I visit it a lot for inspiration. I love them, really.

*close your eyes and just imagine..

52 kilos, skinny jeans and long black shirt, a cross necklace and short leather jacket, converse, brown(red-ish) long straight hair. Walking outside in confidence. Books, pyjamas and a mascara for a weekend at his place. Late night drinks with friends. Happy time gossiping at university. Doing pilates on a Saturday morning. Group studying at friend's houses. Starbucks coffee and long walks at the old harbour on a sunny afternoon.

I know what a want until Christmas. DO YOU?