Like, really.

So exams started as usual. Two down, five to go. First one was rather unpleasant (thank you for ruining my holidays and for failing it) but today's was a success! I don't want to be very optimistic (I don't do that- never) but if everything is right I might get an 8 or 9/10! I needed this, really.

I have my 514 pages Genetics book in front of me now. Monday, 9 am. Put me in your prayers, lovelies! It terrifies me, although this is probably what I will do as a job: in vitro fertilization for women who can't get pregnant. I would love to work on a lab. Second choice? Transplants compatibility (sorry if these are not the correct terms..) or choose a genetic disease that has psychological effects and work on that with sick people and on research as well.

But to do ANY of these I have to stay focused. HAVE TO.

Do you know what else needs my focus? My scale. I have to loose that 15lbs and now it's for good. I opened a profile at Loseit.com and I'm starting slowly from tomorrow (slowly means until exams are over). Sister has already lost two kilos following WeightWatchers. I simply can't meet her at Christmas and have everyone complimenting on her only. I mean I am so happy that she looses weight and that makes her happy as well. But I have, too. HAVE TO.

So yes, in any way HAVE TO.