A common secret?

Today was my two first exams for this period and I sucked in a way in both of them. But because I didn't have enough time to study before xmas, I wasn't feeling very guilty.. So today that I weighted myself I was 57.3 and ate half yoghurt to prevent my stomach from making noises during the tests. Then me and my friends went to the center so I was forced to eat in front of them half salad which was about 115cals and a small candy that one of them brought for me from her hometown. Well that sucked. Not only was I forced to eat it all, but had to tell her it was delicious the same time I was starting to panic about breaking the diet I had just started. Oh well I'll keep going and just forget what I did.

At the moment I'm "window shopping" online at some US stores and I am totally in the mood for new clothes and new thinspo!! My sister is going to NY so I'm making a small (let's say not really.. lol) list of what I want her to send me.

I'm also looking for cheap tickets for May to go to London.. Black Eyed Peas are having a concert at the O2 arena and I so badly want to go!! By May I know I will have reached at least my first goal so it will be so amazing! I love getting dressed to go out in London. Everywhere you look there is a new trend and you can be both inspired and thinspired. I always end up loving the photos I took and looooooving the new clothes I bought! Of course I should mention I always go on a strict diet just before I visit London..

Tonight I'm going to the gym; every Monday I do step dance and it really knock my socks out! I always end up melting and with my hair almost wet but it sure does worth it..

So my thinspo buddy has suddenly disappeared haha.. She is my friend and decided she wants to follow me and be buddies and she's the only one who knows what I am doing. Let's call her Nicole. Everybody else thinks that this will effect my health, as it's not already messed up, and I don't need such insane things. But you know, it really sucks when nobody supports you and nobody understands.

But I think if you reached in that point of my blog without saying wtf is she talking about, then YOU understand me and support what I do.

Well thank you for that.

:)