No time for this either. Woke up and it was December, oh god.
I'm playing the anorexic. I always feel safe in this role. There are no remorse for doing it, no guilt for eating and of course the feeling of a dizzy head and flat stomach is so nice. I'm sorry if anyone of you find this triggering or wrong OR unacceptable and disgusting to think of.
Late night update: a few hours earlier one of my girl friends told me that she got inspired by me since we started to hang out. She eats healthier and tries to exercise more often. Well, yes, I was happy to hear that from her (since I like being a "personal trainer" at such topics and I ALWAYS give the correct advice to people when it comes to fitness and diets) but oh, the irony!
Especially today...
I want to go shopping so badly.
I don't think It's any of those things. I actually love being dizzy because it means that I'm getting somewhere.
ReplyDeleteI totally agree with the comment left before me.
ReplyDeleteI love the "Ready to Faint" affect from fasting. I am with you for the month!! Good luck to us both! :)
ReplyDelete*hugs*