Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Breathe deep

A rather late Merry Christmas to you all :)
I am posting from my parent's house, where I grew up. Holidays like this bring the family all together. Everyone is here and we got a bunny, too. I am baby-bunny sitting for a week, he is gorgeous!!

In other news, I don't feel okay.I constantly feel guilt (for every reason and no specific reason), fat and ugly. I want to lock myself in my bedroom with my books, the bunny and a latte until New Year's. But no. I have to eat with my family, go shopping with my family, go for drinks with my friends. I don't know why these things make me so fucking uncomfortable.

Thinking of the "New Year's Resolutions" (although I place mine on my birthday). I'm going to make a list. A small one. I have so many things that need to get done that are so big to put on the list.
Anyway, this glass of wine made me all dizzy and the bunny hops like crazy even though it's 1 in the morning.

How was everyone's Christmas?
So sorry I have to secret-post for the days I'm staying here..

3 comments:

  1. I love bunnies, they are so damn cute!
    I hate the guilt and the family meals and social outings.. It makes me uncomfortable too, a lot of the time I find myself using excuses when friends invite me out for dinners etc.
    I hope you had a wonderful Christmas though, mine was great, I got spoiled :)

    Stay strong lovely,

    Si xx

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  2. Happy holidays! And try to have a good new years eve.

    Stay strong <3

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  3. Ive missed you. I know im new but I really enjoy reading what you have to say. My christmas was some shiit, I ate too much. Lol but I had a pretty decent one,got some much needed presents (clothes):D it was bittersweet, lol because of the size. Okay byeeee, sneak another post sometime:)

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