24 hours a day won't do, thanks

I had this nightmare (I always have it before going back home actually), that everyone has got thinner and thinner and I am the only fatty left. It is disturbing, really. Even though from my group of "family" (6 girls) I always had the more toned and tight body, you girls know that it's not what I want to achieve. It's a result from years of swimming, ice skating, gymnastics, running, volleyball and hardcore professional aerobics and step classes since the age of two.

You also know that I've started pilates since September, because I saw the WONDERS it did to one of my friends. It does work, my arms are seriously more toned, my upper stomach is flatter and shape-y and my butt is up where it's supposed to be (sic).

But no one is going to help you loose that freaking weight if you don't do it for yourself. Exactly one week left before going back home. Before seeing the girls, my friends, my guy friend, my ex probably and some people you don't want to see but always bump to during holidays.

So for this week I decided to keep it low. 600 tops and that's because my social life has somehow increased before holidays, I mean I don't have a freaking evening empty to watch a movie.

-Tonight is games night, tmrrw I have the spa (christmas gift) and then a date lol, sunday cinema time with the girls and then boom monday, K comes back to town, I wonder how that will be- I'll let you know.

Of course I have also this major exam in Human Genetics

on Wednesday. Like, yeah.