Eyes open.

Good mood apparently continues on a Sunday morning, even though I have some I'm.so.stupid.and.ugly.and.fat moments every now and then (passing by a mirror, looking at my uni grades). But, having some people in my life believing in me and encouraging me make a huge difference -yes, that includes all of you, my lovely followers :)

I'm invited for lunch to a friends house. I've lost a kilo this past week that I was upset and I'm not looking to get it back. Two weeks until flying home and I plan on loosing some more. It's quite simple: don't have breakfast, have much coffee, eat for lunch later on the afternoon, have some fruit and go to sleep with a glass of wine in your system. Sweet and empty dreams guaranteed (dizzy not yet, I'm waiting for it though).

In the meantime study your brains out, don't go out for drinks often, don't spend money on delivery food (duh) and save to go shopping at London! I know some of the things I want already. Some V neck white/grey oversized shirts, comfy sweaters, a leather jacket, a pair of these and some purple skinny jeans/thick leggings. I dream of the day when I will feel comfortable in my body and the clothes I choose to wear. I can dream right?