A good morning

Hmm after an hour of crying like a baby on the phone to my sister who is at London (sorry for the bill, sister), 6 chocolate cookies, four cups of hot tea and 2 more of just boiled water I finally managed to calm down.

I also found a bath soap with cherry blossoms that is calming enough so I had a bath too. I slept quite well, dreaming of nightmares about the presentation (I have got to calm down!) and waking up in the middle of the night at some guy that played the guitar outside of my window..

Today's plan is: one cup of coffee with 4 hazelnuts for breakfast, then going at university to work on that presentation, then chicken salad (400cals) for lunch and then if I'm hungry after yoga, some boiled broccoli. It's a good start I think. I have only a week left till I fly to my home town, so there's not much I can do but I will try.

My whole body is in pain because of yoga and because my period is about to come (yes, all the crying has something to do with hormones too).

In order to make me feel better, my sister said she went to Topshop for me and got me some new undies (I love Topshop undies), a nice lace top, and that she is going to give me her iphone, cause she is switching to 4. Now this is a phone I would never buy for myself, so I'm happy that she's giving me her old one.

*My sister is the only person in the world I know who truly loves me and wants to make me happy no matter what. When we were little, my mom tells us, that whenever she was yelling at me, my sister would just feel nauseated and throw up.

Thank you for all the support girls. I feel very lucky to have you.

the left one is so skinny, so stylish, so happy

..so perfect