I made it. Well not exactly.. I was so sick the whole day, I was literally trying to puke all day today but I just couldn't. My head was spinning, I was hungry because I didn't have the strength to boil broccoli.
Did I take my pill today? I can't remember..
Shit.
Bananas tmrrw.
Scale today? 58
Gee.. thanks..
Weekend will be an eating nightmare. I'm going to a friend's home town and her mother likes me so much. She has already made up the menu and believe me there are lots of forbidden foods in there. Panicking much? I guess so.
So my sister told me on the phone that I can't be 58 cause this past summer I was so skinny so how did I do this? Aww cute sister words! I am three kilos away from last summer, I know that don't get me started crying!!
I'll try my best girlies.
-may I wish for some extra cold weather around here, too?
im all for the happier skinner month!...
ReplyDeletethe home town trip sounds frightening, but im sure youll find a way to get through it breakdown-free! :) good luck..
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Look after yourself, gorgeous. Siblings are meant to say things like that - even though it sucks.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure you look lovely, and you can become whoever you want to be.
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WTF is wrong with 58! It's your body and your life and you can do what you want to do. Do what you need to do to feel beautiful and fuck everyone else.
ReplyDeleteWaves of positivity and one "aura of a skinnier month" headed your way.
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Yay for a skinny month! And I'll take some colder weather here, too. 'Twas lovely today--in the low 50's. :D
ReplyDeletexoxo
Sounds like you did well today. Yes, November is a new month! Let's have a clean slate all month. My thoughts are with you for the weekend. Stay strong, and don't give in to the sinful food.
ReplyDeleteYou can do it.
Stay superstrong <3
-Molly
Oh I hate to get fed, my mom always make sooo much food when I get home. It sucks ..
ReplyDeleteStay strong love, miss you <3