Anyway I want to tell you a little bit about yesterday. I was doing so well with what I ate but when I was getting ready to go out I got so frustrated that I ate almost all the things in my fridge. Luckily there was nothing really bad.. half cherry yogurt 11%fat, some dehydrated(?) pineapple and figs and some chicken that was left. Hmm, I was still feeling awful and decided that on my way I would buy the hugest chocolate ever just to punish myself. So it was time to leave and I wore my brown heel-boots,my jeans and a grey laced T-shirt and I still feeling like a balloon. But what the hell,it was Saturday night, I wanted those heels. So because it was so so hot decided not to get that chocolate after all (THANKYOU.THANKYOU!!).
Have I ever told you I'm sort of afraid of crowds? And of course I would die if they see me walking and eating? Yeah, I have that ..
So the road I had to walk till I get to my friends is a 10minute walk by the sea, always so quite except the cars. But yesterday, as I realised,there was a football game which just ended.
Omg girls, I actually had to walk through a huge crowd of men and policemen and motorbikes in my heel boots. They were just guarded till they reach the center of the town. Luckily I had my mp3 with me so I wouldn't listen all the things they would say but I was so panicked.. Luckily I didn't buy that chocolate because I swear I would have started crying in the middle of this crowd..
I don't know am I crazy but I just can't stand ppl staring at me and saying, you know all the stupid things men say..

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