30.

When you take your eyes away from the prize, you are most likely to loose your goal. I had to expect this..with all the shit about my best friend (or ex? haven't understood yet..) I lost my focus and my thinspiration..

So I have exactly a month until I go home again. And that is my goal. Counting down from today I will go back skinnier. Because it will be Easter and that's when all my friends come home. I have to be skinnier.

On Friday I was walking and three women were sitting on the street in front of a store. And when I passed them I heard the one saying "I used to be that thin, you know" pointing at me. And you know what? I didn't feel nicer. I felt guilty that my goal was put aside.

So from today I will only eat when I'm out with my friends. At home I have apples and corn flakes and coffee or tea. Nothing else. Only when I stay home the whole day I'll go get the grilled veggie sandwich and a big diet coke for lunch. Like today.

Today I had a coffee and a green apple, then the sandwich and the diet coke and until tmrrw I'll have tons of oolong tea.

Discipline is my thing. And I can do this. I don't know how much I will loose so I'm not setting a number goal. Hopefully 3 kilos :)