The gym event was amazing. Such a clever thing to do on a Saturday. They had re-formed the big classroom into three ways and there were trampolines, then stationary bikes, then mattresses and weights. In the middle there was a DJ and three instructors, one for each piece of aerobic exercise. You had to chose one of the three to start with and then we'd change every 20 minutes. So much fun and so much sweat...
a beautiful event for a gym junkie, like me :)
Unfortunately I didn't get the chance to rest after that, since a friend of mine is leaving for Milan and she had a goodbye party, so I ran from one thing to the next -once again. I am waiting for the time when my iron/glucose levels will drop and I will faint. Seriously.
In other news, I am
really confident in dating a guy again. I've spent so long hiding and with the spring and all the couples around me I'm getting rather jealous. Sad thing is you don't really get to pick when you will have a date, do you? It's never been simple for me. People say I'm mean without realising it. My sister says I think I give guys a hint when I actually don't. I think no one will want me so I don't bother with messages or something.
The truth is, I don't think I'm girlfriend material. I screw up way too often.
Boys are complicated creatures. Some of them will accept you and others will try to form you. Don't let them have control. If they can't accept you for your imperfections, then move on. I think you are girlfriend material. If that makes you feel any better. I'm glad your gym thing went well. Stay strong hun.
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I have found that the more you push romance away.. the more it sticks to you. Me and the boy have been together for 3 years and well.. I don't think I'm good gf material either.. I still fuck up! .. He's just got a lot of patience.
Deleteyes I totally agree... the more you push it away it comes back sticking in your ass...I used to push it away and my boyfriend was always with me like a little puppy seeking attention until I started to change; I started to care and he is now less and less interested...god this sucks. I am on the verge of breaking up (the only thing holding me is those past 5 years we spent together).
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