Shower. I look myself at the mirror. A blurred image looks me back. It's weird, really. The hair bun is here to stay, since I'm not going out (on dates, that is) lately, so why burn my hair to stay at home? I feel like talking. This is the season I loose weight. Every year. Unfortunately on summer -September- I gain lots back, so no ones wins. But yeah, this cold and rainy weather makes me curl up with a cup of tea and don't eat until I faint. And I like this feeling. I think this time about three years ago I started feeling my ED. Maybe it was there long before, I don't really care.
So this is the time, and I am determined to look good. Because, yeah, I really don't feel nice in my body lately. That's why the dates get cancelled and that's why I am forever alone. What is so hard to understand from that?
I always wake up early before something important like an exam it was hell during my finals when you could really do with being well-rested but I'm sure you'll be fine. At least you alert and not still half asleep! Good luck for it though :).
ReplyDeleteIt does sort of seem like a waste when you spend half a year loosing weight and putting it back on during the other half, but I guess thats the challenge. To make each year better than the last..
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I always lose weight in winter and gain in summer. I think in winter, I have more black coffee and soup and so my calorie totals are lower. But I'm determined to change that this summer
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