Okay, yes I'm fucking living in a tv drama. After the earthquake (because everything eslse wasn't enough), yesterday morning finds me, E and KS at my place, study time. But E had other plans, she wanted to know every detail of me and KS going for drinks with the boys on Wednesday. Her ex was there, damn. It was so difficult to explain that we really don't give a fuck about him being there. We had a great time though.
I am balancing between two guys right now, two best friends, and this is such an unstable thing to do. They commented on the fact that I have not eaten once while we're out together. I ignored them, even when they gave me the fork and demanded I tried the chocolate pie. I refused and continued with my wine.
So, back to yesterday, E cried, then KS cried and I was just staring at the floor going round and round on my desk chair. We are in such a good mood now, aren't we?? I started to feel so awkward, and my body was filled with red spots, just to make things worse. I don't know what this is, but it hasn't left yet and everything feel itchy. I'm using a medicine that I found but oh, do I need any more problems right now?
So, yeah like Seth, I am also having an allergic reaction to the universe. Sweet.
Choosing between two best friends isnt the worst thing, Just dont do what i did, Picked one then when that went down the drain as J didnt want a relationship 3 months later R and i started getting together. SOOO much drama. R and i are happy together but J causes so much unwanted issues as he's jealous i chose his best friend over him, hurt by his friend for doing it and well just plain hates me. Understandable. But its working out the creases slowly.
ReplyDeleteHave faith, has to get worse before it gets better, and im sure its going to get better very soon.
Stay stong.
-C xx