Wednesday, 25 January 2012

Lights

My problems came to an end -for now. This morning I did quite well on my exam and if I have passed it would mean so much. It's something that has been holding me down for a year or so, so if only I have passed..
I have really been in my own little world lately. Thinking about future relationships, studying, smoking, Skype talking. This variety of things suits me, I feel calm.
The funny thing is I'm getting so much hate lately. I am working so hard to protect my karma and I face bitterness and jealousy every day. An easy example, E is in a really bad situation right now and the fact that two of her ex's friends like me does not help. She gets invites for dinner for me and her, asks to bring me for drinks and that hurts her. I am really afraid of how immature boys can be. She's missed her exams as well. All that being said, I can't get angry at her.

New topic. Shopping. I got asked to pick some gifts from VS and I must admit I had a hard time to find something unique. I chose this bra  on the tropical punch and/or black. I don't care much for VS underwear (although I have lots) since Intimissimi is my favourite. I also want this watch, it is a bit expensive but I think I'm going to get it eventually. Shopping for me and my friends is fun again -last year I had an enormous breakdown when I wouldn't leave the house to even go to the grocery store/university/Zara.

Recovering from it, gives me reasons to smile. Some (hopefully) nice grades, shopping and a future boyfriend, seems like I can't ask for anything else. Intake has been low once again cause nausea is following me all week and I remembered my pills today so all is cool, ins't it?

Visit:
Anklets&Skulls -for style inspiration
Dark Romanticism -for more shopping!

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