a fucked up notebook under a fucked up girl's bed. Yes, that would be me.
So here is what 22 has been so far. Some of these don't even make sense, it's note keeping, just because lately I need to shut the fuck up. I have been a little tiring, I came to realise..
drinking wine with my three boy friends; stop looking at me with these blue eyes; wine, more vodka; the bar's closing, head home; talking and smoking; more talking, secret's out; sleeping together; biology studying; are you okay?; liquor and party shopping; you gotta eat; party time; white lace; smiles, balloons, Paris and drink spill over; birthday cake; drunk times; more talking; moody S; bra talk; kitchen floor; dawn; blue october; moody me; doing the dishes; upset greg; drama queen; sleep at last.
thanks everyone for the birthday wishes! it was a very happy day, I kept smiling all of the 22 hours of Thursday, 21/6. Yes, I managed to sleep for 1+1 hour during my birthday -lucky me! I bet, even then, I was smiling. I can't (and won't) let anyone ruin that. Period. Literally.
Sounds like an awesome birthday hon. I know you needed it :) I love that pic btw, its eerily adorable.
ReplyDeleteBlue October? Not the band I hope.
ReplyDeleteI hope you had a fantastic time. All my love, darling.
ReplyDeletex
I hope you had an amazing 22nd. Fuck I'd love to be that young again! Can I come pretend to be young with you?
ReplyDeleteDon't let anyone spoil it for you. Happy clippings in the scrapbook.
P.S.
Am looking after myself, or trying to.
Your comment wasn't mean OR stupid. I kept it and read it every day I wanted to give up the act and show the world who was behind this mask. Because someday I may give a fuck about my reputation or something. Or I may need character references for an important job :/