Just something..

Yes, the internet connection has been down for a week. No, it has not come back yet. But! I have something for you..

Monday, 13 June

Still no internet connection(obviously) and I miss my blog. I miss my Tumblr account and all this web interaction. I miss you! My Thursday’s exam was such a disaster, I slept like an hour, woke up feeling nauseous and almost threw up in the classroom. No I did not do good either. I cried for almost three hours, until I was all dried out and my eyes were swollen from the crying/ not sleeping.

Weekend was good, I went out at a Starbucks to study with S, went for drinks with the girls and I was relaxed a bit. It’s such a lovely weather. Tomorrow I have my third exam and one more on Wednesday. Then I will have my English exam on my birthday and I’m done! I want so badly for this three days to pass.

In other news, I have been getting some compliments lately and it’s weird. My ex (the one before my ex) texted me last night. I like text messages, I’m so done with men hitting over Facebook.. what is it with that? It’s cheap and convenient, sure. And more impersonal. I hate it, really. So I was so pleased that he texted me on my mobile, even though I didn’t have his number (sorry about that!). We’ll meet during the summer I think. He asked me and I want to. I really had a nice time with him back then and did some first things, too. He also helped me through a tough period for me and I was kinda bitchy to him because of it. I regret it.

I ate too much today. It’s the only way to keep me on the chair studying. I feel guilty already but try not to think about it.. I need to finish revising and go to sleep at midnight. No more crazy cramming, my body can’t handle that. Oh, I also decided not to take the strong medication. My mom’s doctor gave me some other pills that will do and it’s just for this week. I’m so relieved about this.