I cleaned so freaking much today. Like kitchen, bathroom, bedroom EVERYTHING. My cousin is coming and it was about time I truly cleaned this place. Now it looks like a hospital :p
Today's intake: 700 cals.
In other news, I have done something I think it's bad. I have written here about my friend E, who loves chocolate and she always gets "influenced" by my style and my attitude? Some times I get mad about her copying every move of me but that time it's kinda worse. Now that my lifeguard diploma is coming I was talking more about freaking out for bikini season and told her that this summer we will go to the beach as early as we can cause I want to get tanned. As a result she is being obsessive about dieting, being on a programme, freaking out about extra food and complaining she gained a kilo now that she went to her hometown. Oh what have I done to her?
She is average -she just has more fat on her lower body. And very pretty. But I hope I didn't pushed her to this. I mean she always telsl me I'm thin and I'm like "haha,well okay do you know how a thin person looks like?" Maybe this time she will copy my ED and I really don't want that.
I hope she is just dieting. I really wish for that.
I totally understand!! My friends don't really understand my weird food habits, and since I lost a lot of weight in the last year, (and I use to be the biggest of the group) they're now really uptight with what they eat- check nutritional values etc. They complain 'oh YOU could probably eat as much fat as you want... You always lose weight.... you never eat anything! That's how you stay skinny....'
ReplyDeleteAnd if I don't eat a big meal- they skimp out. Arasrskj. It's so frustrating- it means lunch (which I eat with them) has to appear large and calorific for them to eat ANYTHING.
So stressful. They're pretty and skinny and I'm not. Just stfu and eat.
Sometimes as lovely and amazing as friends are, they can be more stressful then beneficial (;. Just kidding- you gotta love 'em.
UGH! I am 100% in your and bubbly's boats. Sometimes I just want friends who eat according to what THEY want, instead of how thin they want to be or how they feel eating if I'm not. It's tense and awkward at times, and I hate hearing about it and talking about eating with other friends. Grr.
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Victoria
I only got my drivers on the 3rd try. It was hell. Hope you pass, sure you can do it.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you enjoyed your driving class today. I hope your friend is okay.
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