I try to sleep in the best of conditions: very dark room with a blue night light outside of the door, light blanket and one heavier in case it is needed, my silly teddyBear (it's actually a duck) the ac remote in case it gets hotter.. these kind of stuff. Oh and my pillow mist which I occasionally forget to use.
So last night I officially slept at 5.30 IN THE MORNING.
Uhhh!!! and of course at 9.30 I was up to study. Hope this is anxiety over exams, which I highly doubt but let's say it.
Anyway, my purge-wishing thing is over and I'm so happy for it. This means a lot to me.
Plus my scale showed 56.5 today. :D
Oh wait.. I have another thing... Di's here. He inboxed me (what's wrong with guys and cellphones?why it has to be facebook??) and told me he wanted to go for drinks. I'm thinking about it maybe on Friday we'll meet. I'm actually a bit scared to go on a relationship right now, if that's what he wants too. Yeah I'm saying "too" cause I admit it I kinda want it (all summer long? hey I can be totally pathetic sometimes).
Other than these tmrrw I have a theory test and a lab exam. Funny thing (not so much) is that I'm not prepared for the lab, the only thing that I was carrying around all summer so that I can study anytime! Ahh fuck it.
Glad the purge wish is over. You'll do find on the exams. Once they are over, I think the sleep will come. Don't stress to much about D. What will be, will be.
ReplyDelete56.5, thats just amazing. Congrats !
ReplyDeleteGood luck on your exam and lab! Seriously, what is it with guys? It's almost sad that these social networking things are around, because it makes it so much easier for guys to be lazy and just message you out on a date, not even ask you out, if you really think about it. Ah well.
ReplyDeleteI hope it becomes easier for you to sleep once your studying is over! xoxo
i know it'll be okay. exam sessions are always stressfull and disturbing. just keep focused. u can try chammomile or mint tea for sleep...should help))
ReplyDeleteand thnx for the encouragement!