Bipolar.. really?

I hate Sundays. I am sure about this, most of my dontwannaRemember days have been Sundays. And yesterday I was a psychotic phyco. I mean, really. But let me explain first...

On Saturday night my stupid laptop got a virus. Malware I was told, but I think it's the same. You should now I hate pc problems, cause they can make me very nervous and in a not normal way.. So with my male best friend on the phone, I tried to fix the stupid thing. I couldn't and we tried until 3.30 in the morning, then woke up and thried for a few more hours. My msn photo had a monster instead of the nice pink photo I'm using and that just scared the hell out of me. I wasn't feeling good anyway, shaking and I couldn't stand anything that was going on around me. At one point I tried to make some chicken cause I wanted energy to study, just got mad and threw it in the rubbish. The craziest part is that not only did I throw away the chicken I was making, but also opened the fridge and actually threw away two more pieces.
I was hysterically mad. Then I felt quite better. Oh, dear..


This morning I took my laptop to the store and said they would keep it for about 10 days and I would either pay 50 or 145 euros. Great. Can you be more specific please?

Yes I'm also waiting for my period, so that has sth to do with it. I just got really scared of myself yesterday. Anyway I have my notebook now, so I won't miss you much!