Weird dreams

Back when I was ill, the one indicator that I was very ill indeed was my refusal to shop. I mean, not clothes, not shoes, not even grocery shopping. Even nowadays, my mom or sister get worried when I say I don't want to shop. I vividly remember this one time when my sister gave me a huge topshop bag filled with half the store, and I simply said 'thank you, I don't want them, keep it'. I feel so bad about this to this day (of course she didn't keep them, I am wearing the pair of leggings right now).

Despite everything sucking lately, I am very well. I mean my stomach gets flatter by the day and you ALL know that is the reason I wake up smiling. Of course I have my low days, but I try to outnumber them with happy ones :)

So cold weather is here, I already got sick (no news to me) and I have the deepest urge to shop! I mean seriously, this year is all about black, minimal cuts, leather and monochrome. My style is finally in fashion, without being 'boring'. So I can be as black, edgy or plain as I like and not get weird looks. Add this on a flatter/fitter body and is just pure success!

I have my eye on this bag from Topshop, but it's on the pricier side. I have been looking for a black leather bag and this looks so me. Plain with a twist (and a zip). I will let you know whether I will 'invest' on it or not.

I also have been having these weird dreams about having a fat boyfriend with curly hair. I don't really know what that means, but in the dream I seem to be ok with it. He really looks like someone I would not be attracted to. I don't see anything sexual, it's just that I am always attracted on the athletic type of guys... anyway just mentioning it

how's everyone doing?