Thursday night I was supposed to go for drinks with D (my ex, I know, I should know better). I wanted so badly to see him, chat with him.Of course he cancelled, with some ridiculous reason and although I wasn't deeply saddened, it took me down. I hadn't told anybody so I couldn't find someone to talk to this night. Luckily two of my male friends offered to take me out for wine, so I went and had a really nice time. It took my mind off of things, just what I needed. I spent with them my Saturday night as well.
Nice times.
Did you notice I skipped a day? Friday night.Went out for drinks at the Bar with the regular boys and girls. I was feeling so nice, I wore my see through black buttoned shirt, I did my make up, and everything about D was gone -for now at least. There were so many people that me and K know this night at the bar, it was madness. Of course O was there too.
Some time around 3, as we were talking, O told me that he still has a thing for me. After all these years, after all the history, the turn downs, the no nos. Normally I would have given him a blank look, and changed the subject entirely (I can too be an ass- what goes around comes around though). But decided not to. I told him I've been thinking about him too, and we ended up making out at my place until the morning. Yay? I don't know.
I mean I will try it and see. This will put me in a better mood, and I will definitely lose some weight as well. It's always easier to stop eating when you know someone is going to see you naked. And I need to lose that weight (protein shake review coming up). I have less than a month to get de-bloated, cause I have a so-formal situation coming up and a backless dress to wear..
And as for him, well, I think that he is happy.
So everybody wins and I'm not an asshole,
right?
xx
Green tea and keep you water drinking up for de-bloating :)
ReplyDeleteLove you <3
Sounds like you're having fun ;D.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy it because you're so worth it <3
Green tea is great for bloating! Have it in the morning before you have eaten with lemon and it will detoxify your blood and is great for your liver and kidneys!
ReplyDeleteI hope things go well with O, I'm the same way, and always find it easier to lose weight when theres a boy involved. Motivation right?
I'm jealous about your formal! I wish I had a swanky party to go to with a backless dress, those are my absolute favourite. Please take a picture so we can all see and live through you!!
love always
xo
Of course I read the whole thing! :) I wish I could wear a see through top. Not currently. Soon maybe? Arg. Nakedness is a great motivation. Unfortunately for me I recycle men.... so they've seen me before, and there's less panic to lose.
ReplyDeleteLovelylou has great advice on the green tea. I always forget about green tea!