Two words

As my favourite time of the year is coming, I am struggling to hold a little bit longer to my exams, not study but just make an appearance. I am so motivated today, like nothing can stop me, and I've been feeling rather flirty.

I either hate it when I get attention from guys, and feel horrible etc (which happened last week, cause everyone is either a basket case or a no-no cause of certain circumstances). Or I act the normal way and get flattered and my confidence rises. Today I decided to do the second thing. To let myself swirl into apathy and ignore every 'situation' there is and has forced me to feel bad/guilty/shy/crap. Like, fuck you and your dramas.

I am going to work hard this semester to get everything my way. Things to do:
- fix my ombre, make it more visible
- get a pair of biker black boots
- go out on ALL the dates (really, just go)
- pick the best one, according to behaviour/appearance
- wake up smiling every day
- go to the gym at least every other day

I know this list will make me happy. I know it.
So fuck you, you closed minded people that the only thing you want to do is bring me down.
Seriously, fuck you.

xx

p.s. 

find which were the "two words", and win a pink electromagnetic snail  :p