I said I had to watch my calorie intake. Lol, watch it as it goes up? These past two days have NOT been good for me. I decide not to eat, then decide to have something, then I have fucking everything. Not good. Actually really, really bad. In 4 weeks I will be home for my dad's birthday (his turn for a surprise!). I will fly home and mum is going to take him to IKEA (next to the airport) and I will surprise him at the entrance!! If that doesn't make me a good daughter, I don't know what will..
So that means I must look decent by then. I'm thinking (to make things easier for me of course) watch the calorie intake, take vitamins. Simple as that. Around 700/day with two hours of pilates and 4 hours of yoga per week. That way I can have some take out food where the portions are big but countable, cause I'm not cooking at my place until then! It's horrible when I'm cooking food for the whole army and then make myself eat it, really. I don't enjoy it, my hips don't enjoy it, so nobody really wins.
i have been doing the same thing,... " tomorrow i will fast... oh hey, lets eat this sandwich, and this cookie, oh a couple chips, and a smoothie... " i was SOOO good until the last two days. and again tonight, im still saying- tomorrow will be a fasting day. one day we'll succeed! till then, optimism is important i guess, and a critical eye. :) xoxo
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