Yesterday was a weird night for me. I went for drinks with my best friend and another guy (the one I was meeting at London) and then we came to my house for movies. I had fun and it was nice getting together with two very important people for me. You see about 5 years ago we were all very close, so close that one of them was in love with me and I was in love with the other. Yeap, these silly high school triangles that never have an actual end.
My best friend (okay lets put a name here: lets call him Gi) has always been my source for nice songs and the one responsible for what I listen to, so "Save Me" from Shinedown that I saw on Silly Girl's wall brought me more memories this morning.
Anyway it's been 5 years so I better occupy myself with more important stuff.
We are like in the middle of the summer and I have to start studying again.. this sucks a lot but there's nothing I can do. Plus I weighted myself this morning, I was 56.6 and this sucks too.
Other things, I try to smile in front of my paretns even though they get on my nerves, always trying to feed me and keep pushing me to be more outgoing. I don't want to make them sad but I really want them to leave me alone.
I feel very good and I don't want any more pressure, THANKS!
I hate having to appear happy and cheerful in front of family and friends. It's great to have all you girls who actually know what is going on behind the mask :)
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Hey I've been reading your blog for a while and I finally got around to getting my own so I could really be a part of this community. I totally have to put on a face, especially for my parents, because if I told them how I actually think about food they would flip a shit. It's always weird for me to see old high school friends too, God we were so little and self-important then! I'd love it if you'd read my new blog:
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Hang in there :)
I am this way a lot of with my friends. I am working on my issues but I am just not crazy about food like some of them are. Love the Shinedown song too. Thanks for the nice things you said. Glad you like my new digs!
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