10.

Oh 10 days..

This is the time when 10 days can be a long time, but 10 days can be a really short time.

Yesterday was a full day (no studying again though) but it didn't stop me from thinking. I had a lot of time to think. Well you should know that is what destroys me. I can think like extremely fast. And that exhausts me. Cause when I use this damn brain for silly things and not for my science (a do that a lot) it can surely drive me insane.

Long story short.. I thought he was mad at me and he wouldn't talk to me again. Cause of a stupid thing but if you know sb that short you can never know what he is capable of. That followed by Friday's stuff, plus my hormones. Bam. Of course I went for lunch with my friends then coffee then theater then for a drink. And the stupid phone didn't even ring. Overall I had a good time but that bothered me a lot. So late night I went home, signed in my msn and a few minutes later he was there. I didn't even try to think that he was such an ****** and he sent me a message. Like two pages telling me that he was sleeping till late and then went to basketball practice for today's game and "blah blah blah even my parents were so worried blah blah blah I'm so sorry blah blah blah I haven't been acting well with you and I regret it blah blah BLAH"

And yessss! I'm that bad girl again. I hate that. I really really do. And I blame it all on hormones. You should know that.

Anyway, I had some two coffees, some chips, spinach-cheese burito and some sangria (maybe little more..I can never resist to sangria)

Of course now I'm more calm and off to study :)

*that mad I was yesterday morning that I cleaned all the windows in the house. I'm proud of them though!!*