07.

Yeah everything's fine.

I am the problem.

I try not to panic, but my nerves don't seem to be controlled lately. And until when am I going to blame all on my hormones?? Anyways, it seems that if I say some things over and over again, I can actually and eventually believe them. Tricky.

Last night I had wine. And much fun. And I also met a guy I liked, he is friends with the DJ I was talking about at my previous post. Last night was a relief. Until today afternoon.

When this all is going to stop??

My lab today was fun. Well not really, if you consider that we spend three hours each week cutting off leaves flowers and vegetables and watch them on the microscope. But oh well it's the last one until my Easter holidays :)

Today's intake--> half cup of coffee ( I actually don't remember drinking it but I saw the rest of the cup in my wardrobe lol), lots of wheat rusks with tomato and low fat cheese, and a low fat strawberry yogurt. I assume all these are like 800 cals.. Fuck.