07.

Do I have an excuse?

well.. no I actually don't.


I can't tell you why I keep eating more than I should the last few days, I can't explain why I'm being such a "aw poor girl" about him and surely I cannot explain why the heck I don't post my countdown any more..
This should be number 04, but instead it's a 07. Nice.



So if you want to know what really happened on Friday night, well I am here to tell you. NOTHING. Absolutely nothing. Why? He didn't come. He didn't text. He didn't even call me to explain. And ohnestly I really don't know why I bother so much. I went to the ladies room to blow up my nose(?) and all the girls there (I didn't know a sinlge one of them..) were like "awww please, don't be unhappy, please don't cry..." I mean WTF??


Well yes, I was a little moody, but of course I wouldn't cry!! Anyway, I blame all this on my hormones. I really do. (I also blame my hormones for not doing the stupid determination of fat(?) I was scheduled to do. After Easter holidays, ladies..)





So I have 4 days till I fly home. I'll try to do my best for that. Like 600? maybe 500..


Today I had a coffee with 2 coockies and then I'll have a steak. And that's it cause I have a blood test to do, remember? Yeah, the bloody blood test I should have done like three months now..
Oh and we're going to this bar tonight, a friend of mine plays music there and he needs support so I'll propably have a Corona too. Or maybe a glass of red wine. Yeah, better wine don't you think?


And one last thing. I feel so ashamed. I really really do cause yesterday was my mom's birthday and I totally forgot about it. I was all day with terrible headaches and stomachaches (stupid hormones ) and my sister reminded me of her birthday.
I'm stupid, thank you :)








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