I need a new mug.

English II lesson today..haha wtf? ..you think I can't speak english? arrogant ppl really piss me off! okay, I'm a little shy to speak english in front of 50 other students but that doesn't mean I don't know how to. Please.
Anyway I believe that picture of me I posted wasn't very nice after all.. I liked it though, that's why I posted it for you to see.. Well I picked that one cause my face isn't clear, for obvious reasons. We have sth like a caRniVal here so I wore that huge flower on my head, little silly I guess :)

My intake today was okay.. I had lots of tea and a small veggie burger..oh and some cheese.

xoxo

Kindergarden all over again..

As I am making a supermarket list, I never go there without my small paper, I'm thinking I haven't been loyal to my goal.. it makes me sad, because I tend to be so disciplined but I seem to loose it somewhere I don't know.


So tmrrw is Monday. Monday is never good day to start a diet. That's why I'm not starting a diet. I'm starting a new lifestyle. It sounds funny to me, too. Thin equals perfection, but not the opposite, I know that now.
Tmrrw starts the new semester, oh, and I've passed 4 out of 6 but not all with good grades.. I will be rather busy daily, cause I plan to study every day and attend all classes. I have lessons at morning and afternoon so I will have to eat with my friends at uni. I don't like that much, but they know I only eat meat/fish with salad there.
So I will eat lunch. Only. Morning coffees, jasmine/oolong tea, kiwi and cheese are what I am allowed to eat as extras. Chocolate seems to destroy my plans so it's allowed once a week in order not to miss that much.



Tmrrw is an important day for me. Personal issues, family stuff, hope it goes okay.
Tell me what you think of that photo :)

21 followers!! Oh, I was waiting so long for this!!

This number is my lucky number, my nameday number, my birthday number, my dad's nameday and birthday number and some other things that have affected my life.
I'm glad that there are indeed some ppl that may read my blog, and I want to thank you for that.. I'm happy you understand me and I do my best to understand and support you :)
s t a y . s t r o n g . g i r l s *

Interior Designer? now that's odd..

Just a little update for you.. I am feeling well, sleeping a lot and visiting some friends (most girls) that wasn't able to catch up with at xmas. We had a lot to talk about since almost everyone is at a new situation since we last talk. Unfortunatelly I won't be able to see them all as it is still exam period..

I had coffee and oreos this morning. Four of them. Damn.. Back to my home my supermarket basket contains yogurt, tea, fitness bars and fruits. Cookies and stuff are unofficially not allowed to my kitchen. But here is a whole different story. Luckily we are a family that has always lived on a healthy diet, my dad grows his own vegetables as his hobby so we're fine. But as all normal families, sweets are always in the upper cupboard and I know where to find them.. Not happy about this.

So I'm thinking about re-opening my facebook account. Since my friends study all over the world and everyone uses facebook -and I mean everyone- I'm thinking I should do that. I just can't handle some ppl. They would be like "oh,now she has a fb account!" and I'm thinking I had an account long before they didn't know how to operate a laptop. But as I've said I'm trying to be a better person.

I also feel like swimming.. haven't thought about it for a while, but have been a pro back to my school. Sometimes I regret that I stopped training now that I see all the medals in my room..

I think I created a hybrid.. *

If I had to live here all the year, I think I would be miserable and fat. Okay, maybe I would be miserable because I would be fat but oh, well.. Either way I'm glad I only come here to visit my family and my friends :) I know I've missed them, I realised they miss me too, but they try to feed me all the time. I cannot handle this..

When my mom saw me at the airport she was looking me really weirdly and I freaked out a bit. I know I haven't lost sooo much weight since I last saw her, but you can never know, my mom understands everything.. Luckily she told me that my face seems prettier and more relaxed, I told her that this is because I started yoga twice a week and that was it. Of course I look prettier with one kilo less. I mean duh!! My cheekbones appear more and I'm planning to make them even prettier,but only you know how :P

Oh, starbucks here is like a celebration to me.. I love starbucks, it's like a lifestyle to me and I'm so glad my island has 4 of them!! I'm not the bitch than runs around with a grande latte in her hands though.. Today it reminded me of my school years when I knew almost every barista that had worked in these 2 stores that are in my area. Latte here is much much better and me and Nicole have shared some many serious and some really not converastions. Nicole -let me remind you- is one of my best friends and now we are sort of thinspo buddies. Of course I wouldn't let her know about my ED -always the healthy way, as I'm having these health problems..

Every time I go home I become pretty serious ..

I smell snob everywhere..