Just tuna and coffee..it almost makes me sick.

My head hurts so badly.. Of course there's nothing I can do about it, as I refuse to take any medication unless it's sth really bad..that's why I haven't taken my pills for almost a week, I know it's stupid though. But since I started taking these pills -for more than 8 years or sth- I have never taken them properly. Even when I had to take like 3 or 4 a day. I'm a really stupid girL at times...

I take my vitamins though.. in order to spend hours at the gym burning cals I must take some vitamins. And believe me nothing's gonna stop me from working out. Like tonight I have yoga class but tmrrw morning it's my Chemistry(I) exam.. I'm going to yoga class no matter what. I really don't care about my exams this semester, I know I should...

So today my scale showed 57 again. It really starts to annoy me this thing, I am so looking forward to 55.sth but I guess I have loooong time to go.

In a week I'm going home. Don't know why the hell I decided to do that, really. Anyway hope it's gonna be alright. Few hours ago I was watching an episode of "The City".. Last year when there was nothing to do I watched "The Hills" so I thought today I should see what City was all about. The only think I got is that my clothes are stupid, my legs are fat and I really want a model-shaped boyfriend. HA!! Guess I'm not going to watch another episode. Like really..

I really like LC -if you watched the Hills you know her, maybe for some it's a bit pathetic but what can you do- and her style. I think she was my first thinspo and a big style icon cause my style relates a lot to hers. Of course now with all that lace I'm a bit destracted but oh, well. I also found this picture of Olivia on the web and I was like wow. I really like her legs and her style but it's quite formal for me..