Saturday, 16 February 2013

Trouble shooting

Updating my life every now and then has never been easy. But it's something I need, really. If I ever kill myself, the suicide note would just be "um, I got bored, sorry". Well, I've been thinking about it, but it's just one of my very private thoughts, nothing's gonna happen.

This weekend I stay indoors, because of one last exam I have this Monday. I keep forcing myself to study and nothing happens. But when I force myself to eat (because I have nothing else to do), it gets pretty successful. Lame? Sure.

Oh, guess I have to talk about Valentine's Day? Well, I got nothing. Not even my bottled water was delivered. Haha. I got it on Friday though. And that's all I'm going to talk about the day. 

Gym is going great and you can find me daily, 8-9 in the afternoon, picking up weights, doing butt exercises or aerobic class. Looking good. But my energy levels have gone down pretty dramatically. I feel I'm about to faint on a daily basis, and don't make me say how much I like this feeling. I guess I have to start taking my pills. Damn.

Tomorrow night I'm invited at O's house to play with a bunch of other people. Who would have guessed, right? Seriously, if you search this blog you can find (in three years time) how many times he doesn't speak to me/insulted me and how many times he's invited me somewhere/cared for me/kissed me/offered to cook for me. We are pretty sad, I know. I can't go though, I have the exam in the morning. 

Yeah, that post smells crazy from so far..


have a lovely weekend
xx

2 comments:

  1. If you're training that much and not fuelling to keep up with the expenditure or taking rest days you don't have decent post-workout recovery going on. It's no wonder you feel exhausted!

    Take care <3

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