Yesterday was fun. Girl's night out. Heels, straighteners, lipsticks and a LOT of clothes on the bed. I decided to wear my jeans, my see-through purple shirt with the front bow and my favourite black heels. I haven't gone clubbing in so long.. When dressing up for the night I decided I was too fat to go, then forced myself out of the house before my crazy thoughts could ruin another night of fun and alcohol. Good choice.
We got so dizzy drinking, we danced, we had some shots and met a group of boys. That's the normal way to go clubbing and I'm happy I was normal enough to do that! I had one of my friends sleeping over, too.
Tomorrow I'm having a dvd night and have invited some people over. Maybe we'll see the movie (Corpse Bride -one of my favourites), maybe we'll ditch the plan and go for drinks cause, hey, university starts on Monday.
As for the tattoo, I'm still thinking about it. It has to be something small, on my wrist or inside my arm. It has to be something to remind me of all the good I have in my life, all the love I receive even if I cannot feel it, all the smiles I have to give to people who care about me. I forget that. I am a lucky girl but so fucked up that I need a tattoo to remind me of that.
Oh, I also ordered this yesterday. Tell me what you think!!
The Corpse Bride is one of my favorite movies too! I love that necklace too. I'm glad you went out and had fun. I'm planning on going out in a few weeks for my birthday and I'm already having thoughts about not going because I'll be too fat or not pretty enough or whatever. I keep having to tell myself it's weeks away and not to worry. I want a tattoo too, but I could never decide what to get for a long time but I think I want a phoenix on my side/ribs.
ReplyDeleteI'd be careful about any tattoo that can't be hidden easily... I'm not sure how many companies were you are have a dress code against visible tattoos, but they certainly exist here... that and facial piercings. That said, wrist tattoos are incredibly lovely :)
ReplyDeleteFrack... I typed a decent sized comment but then didn't have permission? Silly computers. The point was:
ReplyDeleteA) You are loved and I love the idea of a little tattoo reminder
B)That necklace is bitchin'!
I'm so glad you had fun! And I liked the necklace :)
ReplyDeleteI love it when I go out clubbing and I have so much fun. Usually I leave the club feeling so ugly and rejected so when I have a great time, I never want the night to end.
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