Sunday, 6 March 2011

Saturday night.
I really wanted to make a post so let's just point out some random facts cause I'm a bit tired.

1) I started biting my nails again. It's awful, I wish I could stop it, let them grow back nicely and have a dark purple manicure.
2) My days are full. I did it. But somehow I still manage to think about crazy stuff. At the bus stop, during class, around people.. I can really get distracted so easily. Working on it though.
3) My collarbones started to show a bit more. I'm still 57. Ugh. I want chest bones though.
4) I think about having a boyfriend. I think I want one. Not sure though, I don't want to hurt someone and then hurt myself. I still can't express love, I cannot feel it, I feel repelled from affection. So I have some doubts about a boyfriend in case it turns to a serious one. Fine, call it fear if you want.
5) I want some alcohol. I can't have any for the last three days as I'm getting 3 pills a day for an infection I have. I can have a drink again on Wednesday, I'll wait till then..

*any random questions I'll be happy to answer

have a lovely night*

meet Freja,
I love her.

4 comments:

  1. I'm jealous that your days are full. I'm struggling with that myself, especially since I'm nocturnal and there's even LESS to do at night! :/

    I see in your sidebar that you like tea. What kinds of tea do you like, do you ever take any for your metabolism, and how do you prepare it? :)

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  2. Your blog's probably one of my favourites ever to follow :) Just thought I'd say that :) Good job on filling out your days!

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  3. I just came across your blog and think it's fabulous :) thought you might like to know & I share your enthusiasm for dark purple nails :)

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    thanks :)

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