Nothing's worth it.

Blah day today. I woke up feeling mad. Angry at everybody and everything. I don't know why. My mood didn't change at the appointment to the gynaecologist, for a full examination. Don't worry, nothing is wrong but I was going for the first time so obviously I was nervous. For that too.

This morning the scale showed 56.9

it hasn't been 56.something for so long! I wasn't pleased though. Just a little surprised. Progress.

Days left? 45. I'm gonna do this.

In other news, yoga night tonight. I am really exhausted.

Sweet dreams everyone! I'll try for mine :)

Good morning

At 3 pm. So this is what I like about university life: last night I had to go to the supermarket. I needed a whole bunch of stuff like chlorine, shampoo, milk, Kellog's Special K, coffee, toothpaste and hand soap. So I called my friends who live near here and decided to go all together.

Then we decided to go for a late coffee (which was tea for me) but THEN someone inform us that a party is going on somewhere. So we came over my place and watched Toy Story 1 (so cute!!) and then went to a party. 12.30 am. Okay, the party sucked, the other party that was happening in town sucked too. And there was only beer, I wanted vodka. So we passed three bars until we finally decided to have a drink at around 3 am. Well, I came home around 6am.

But to tell you the truth, it wasn't a good night out.

It was surely unexpected though :)

So reading some blogs today I realised spring's coming!

I like spring. Do you?

Love is a Must?

I did it! I managed today to fill my weekly schedule that much, that there is no room to think, eat or rest anymore. And I'm so happy :)

Instead of thinking, I will study at uni's library.

Instead of eating, I'll drink my vitamins

and instead of resting, I'll go out for drinks and post and comment around here.

Let's see how long I can last this way. I need a whole semester.

I ate too much last night. I was out having fun with new friends, dressed up formally and drinking wine. I had a nice time. I really need to think less and drink (oups, sorry, LIVE) more.

at this starry night

It's late. I should probably be sleeping right now. I have a lab tomorrow morning, but biting my lips have given me the craziest headache. I bite my lips when I am nervous, sad, irritated, bored, hungry. So most of the time. Sometimes I think I must stop. Probably I'll work some day on that too.

So Monday. Hitting the gym early today, went to university feeling in a better mood, I even wore my new pair of jeans. Good choice there were so many cute boys, not that I wanted to talk to someone, but still I was quite impressed I have to admit. Weird, I know we are full of nerds and guys with hair longer than mine. That last thing is a no-no for me.

Anyway, scale today: 57.4

come on!! I could really do better than that.

* * *..sweet dreams everyone..* * *

"this world is Sick, so kiss me Quick"

Sunday morning. A beautiful Sunday morning. Weird huh?

I used to hate Sundays and sometimes I still do, but as I woke up from a beautiful (yet totally imaginary) dream, I felt all my ribs. So I stayed in bed in hopes of continuing my dream and trying to count them all. It was almost intoxicating, I swear I didn't have alcohol or anything suspicious last night!

Black coffee and kiwis.

Keep listening to Lily Allen's -who'd have known, it's the perfect soundtrack for today. I haven't even heard it before (thank you, youtube sidebar).

I really soon though have to leave the bubble I'm living in right now and study.

What a pity..