Well, I'm talking about my older sister, she claims we're best friends and then tells everything to our mom.. Wtf?
Of course I'm no idiot, she doesn't know about my ED, I mean she is a psychologist she's gonna freak out! But I hate it when I want to tell her sth about my life that mom doesn't need to know.. Yeah I'm talking about my sex life or about my grades at uni (luckily the secong one is sth she doesn't tell..) but how can I be sure she doesn't? Ever? Like yesterday. I asked for her opinion about applying for a job at Zara, Berska,etc. I told her that parents don't need to know yet. And then my mom calls me today saying "did u talk to your sister yestersay? Is sth you would like to tell me?" Fuckkkk!!! It's not sth that important but just I hate it. And I really want to be able to tell her stuff cause I love her so much.
Of course I'm no idiot, she doesn't know about my ED, I mean she is a psychologist she's gonna freak out! But I hate it when I want to tell her sth about my life that mom doesn't need to know.. Yeah I'm talking about my sex life or about my grades at uni (luckily the secong one is sth she doesn't tell..) but how can I be sure she doesn't? Ever? Like yesterday. I asked for her opinion about applying for a job at Zara, Berska,etc. I told her that parents don't need to know yet. And then my mom calls me today saying "did u talk to your sister yestersay? Is sth you would like to tell me?" Fuckkkk!!! It's not sth that important but just I hate it. And I really want to be able to tell her stuff cause I love her so much.
Anyway, I'm looking for a job in order to keep me distracted and away from home.. I don't want to have time to think about what I eat anymore, I don't want to have time to eat anymore. So along with Biology studies and my gym, I still have a lot of time at home and seriously don't need that! So why not working and earning money I can save?
What do you think? I'm planning to start from Feb part time..
<--- I love what she is wearing btw!
