What's so wrong with me that you can't love me?*

He doesn't know. She doesn't know. And nobody else knows.. they would not understand. Sometimes I wonder what their reaction will be when I pronounce the word thinspo... they would not understand.. and I don't have the courage to explain.

I'm calm today, so peacefull. Almost like high..I can feel stardust all around me.. this is the psycho talking, I know.. I like it though.. Didn't eat much today, slept a lot, quite nice! Yesterday was bad. I mean I was heavily depressed, again.
Now I see my fridge has a cherry yogurt,184cals, two bottles of water and filter coffee. Oh, and a mild mustard don't even remember buying it, propably gone bad.. And I need some soda. There's no soda in my fridge though.. Fuck. I'll make a tea instead. It's only a pink hot water cause I put the teabag in just for the colour, just a little.. Oh, and I painted my nails light green.. I love it :)
Damn it's time for Chemistry(2) and I am so bored.
*by Dead Celebrity Status -Someone I once knew

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