Sunday, 13 September 2015

such a weird feeling

And suddenly, I don't know what to do with myself. For almost all of the 25 years of my life I've been a student. I had planned my next step before finishing the previous one.

I am not enthusiastic, in general. Multitasking, however, keeps me motivated. Keeps me inspired. Working hard is the only way I know of living. And man, I've worked hard to finish my studies. But it's here. It's over. And now I'm a graduate/unemployed -depending on how pessimist people can be.

I will take some days off to relax; clear my mind and charge my batteries before the second winter in London. It should be an exciting one.

For now, I feel like I've been invited to a grown-up party but I'm not allowed to drink. It's like a can almost blend in, but not yet.


3 comments:

  1. I wish you all luck, newly-graduate (not unemployed!)!

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  2. I think taking a week or so to relax and recharge is a great idea. It will allow you to jump into job searching refreshed.

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  3. What a scary ledge to jump off of, graduating from school is exciting but at the same time terrifying. I definitely understand the feeling. I chose a route of escape- took a year to travel and volunteer rather than face the terrifying world of job applications and interviews. But you are, like you said, hardworking and motivated. You can do this.

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